Re: Last post wins!

by Guest Sat May 23, 2009 11:42 pm

Yeah I know what you mean. You should listen to the song "Zoey Jane" by Staind its a really good song that is similar to what you are going through.

by Lilith Sat May 23, 2009 11:43 pm

Just might do that.

by Guest Sat May 23, 2009 11:45 pm

Alright sounds good.*Props myself up on my elbow and stares into the fire and just stares...thinking about so many things that I have regretted in my life.*

by Lilith Sat May 23, 2009 11:48 pm

*Flips open laptop and starts searching for the song. Looks up really quick* Don't think about the things you regret. *Looks back at the laptop*

by Guest Sat May 23, 2009 11:51 pm

I know I shouldn't its just hard not to when what I want is something in the past. It is something I just dont want to let go of.

by Lilith Sat May 23, 2009 11:52 pm

Your starting to sound like me in a way.

by Guest Sat May 23, 2009 11:55 pm

Sorry I didnt mean to do that. Not that your sounding bad either, its just I think both of us just need to move on and just forget about the past. As hard as that sounds, it will help in the long run.

by Lilith Sat May 23, 2009 11:56 pm

It does. I've been there about someoneelse.

by Guest Sat May 23, 2009 11:58 pm

And you just let them go? That helped?

by Lilith Sun May 24, 2009 12:00 am

Yes because I began to live again.

by Guest Sun May 24, 2009 12:03 am

Wow....maybe thats why I am always so sad. Maybe that is why I can never be really happy, and always seem to think that happiness will never find me.

by Lilith Sun May 24, 2009 12:07 am

Yeah. For two years I've waited on one guy and I was dormant for those to years.

by Guest Sun May 24, 2009 12:14 am

Its just so hard because I developed these really serious feelings for her and never did anything about it. And it just kills me that I didn't do anything about it. And I know she has moved on and probably doesnt even think about me that way anymore, and I think about that and it hurts even more. I just wish need to accept it and move on with my life...easier said than done.

by Lilith Sun May 24, 2009 12:16 am

It is easier said than done but it is possible.

by Guest Sun May 24, 2009 12:18 am

I know. Im sorry that I keep bringing the mood down with all my crap. Lets talk about something more positive. How are you enjoying being out of school?

by Lilith Sun May 24, 2009 12:23 am

It feels good to be out school.

by Guest Sun May 24, 2009 12:25 am

I bet, and Ash thanks for listening. You dont know how good it feels just to have someone listen and not be completely bored with what I am talking about. Any big plans for the summer?

by Lilith Sun May 24, 2009 12:29 am

I'm Chaperogning High schoolers in two days

by Guest Sun May 24, 2009 12:29 am

Where too?

by Lilith Sun May 24, 2009 12:35 am

Wichita

by Guest Sun May 24, 2009 12:36 am

What is there that you have to chaperon them too?

by Lilith Sun May 24, 2009 12:38 am

Yep. I have to be there at 10 in the morning

by Guest Sun May 24, 2009 12:42 am

Oh alright.

by Lilith Sun May 24, 2009 12:44 am

Yeah. What are your summer plans?

by Guest Sun May 24, 2009 12:45 am

Nothing so far. Hopefully work all summer and save up some money. Other than that I really cant think of anything that I am doing.

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